Sunday, July 22, 2007 @12:29 AM
when nothing is always,forever becomes just a word in dictionary to tell u to wake up from ur dreams.
remember the times we bballed till late evening,that we gotta climb gates to go out of sch?
that when we took 158,the crowded bus becomes not so crowded but stinky cos of us,smelly bunch of kids?
now,tinking back such good memories,such times with not much troubles but happiness,as the probable trouble is perhaps just how to memorize clit or history such that they can stay in ur head for 1 mth?or perhaps,eh u love her,she loves u,he frens u,u dun fren him,that kind of typical stuff?
yes,wonderful days that feel so orange.
but now,calling perhaps even 5 more ppl to bball seems like an difficult-to-achieve shit.
asking ppl for gatherings once in a 1000 mths,when the "yes,ok,coming" replies suddenly at the very day becomes,"eh,where are u?still busy.still working,later join u."well,the later probably means,i will try to come later for the next gathering.
yes,1 time.2 times,3 times.many times.
huihuang is sick and tired of such nonsense.
1 person,2 ppl,3ppl turn up for any gatherings or any meetups,is ok for him.
it's ok for him to go all the way down to kovan just to eat his self-declared mixed veggie rice.
it's ok for him to just bball abc,or 1 on 1 or 2 on 2 with just bear,wl and jy.just abit sian only but it's fine with him.
it's ok for alot of shit to keep going,so long,u noe if u feel sian,u gotta settle ur stuff chop chop,such as buy clothes,such as eat ur meals if u are alone.that's all.
huihuang believes if u wanna come out,u will surely come out.so yes,dun give mi that crap say i am so free,of course dunno how busy ppl feel like.
my current situation,with work and 3 tuitions,probably gives mi the right to tell each and everyone,if u are busy,gatherings can always postpone from as simple as lunch to dinner or to supper.it can be postponed from wkdays to wkends.so wat's the fucking big deal,for one of the lamest excuse in the world is,"sorrie,i am busy."yar rite,i am busy finding excuses not to come out.so pls,if wanna tell mi,u not coming,give me some new and impressive excuses.
eg,
"sorrie,this morning wake up,neck cramp,now need see doc.cant go."
"wah lau,u know last nite,i play 24 rounds mahjong,now feeling heaty.cant join u guys!"
"oh shit,i forget all abt it,and i got date later!"
"eh,u nvr remind mi last nite,now i need settle some stuff first,probably will end very late."
"-----------suddenly missing in action----"
hmm...realli not easy to come out with non-standard excuses.huihuang needs more brainpower and hyper mode.perhaps next time.
wat i am trying to say is,
if nothing is always,
if nothing is forever,
and if knowing ppl around u,be it the one u love and wanna get married with,be it the one u tok cock sing song with,be it u label them as suck cock buddy,label them as brothers and sisters,label them as best friends,besties or watever,and the chances or possiblilites of such fate is probably even lesser than miracles u are praying for,do learn to cherish each and everyone of them that u realli love and care.
u can call huihuang zeeeee----byeee,cockster,lame shit and watever,but if u do treat mi as a fren of urs,i can pretty sure tell u,huihuang will accept watever u call him.after all,it's just a name only.
so dun tell mi u are cherishing and caring for ur frens,for after all,u may well forget the frens u've been braving thru those ups and downs with after all the joys and fun with new company.then again,well u may be cherishing and caring too.but each and everyone of us,including mi, we are learning to appreciate and cherish one another.yes,huihuang may not have good pts for u to learn,but at least he has bad pts to let u not to learn and avoid.
so to end off,
frens of huihuang,
watever u call mi,
whoever u are,
be it u tink u know mi well,dunno mi well,
watever it is,
wherever it is,
i wish u ppl,happy always.
note,the "u" in this whole entry refers to no-one in particular.it's just huihuang's lousy english that cant seem to find any suitable symbols for it.sorrie for any inconvenience caused.
o-m-o-i