Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @10:21 PM
LIFE'S BEEN BUSY.STUDIES IS REALLI NOT EVERYTHING OF UR LIFE.We study for interest?for ourselves?for watever reasons?but definitely not to make us miserable rite?
is life abt having fun?
when u study n mug u may feel terrible but if u do get results,the sense of achievement makes u happy.
when u dota,u feed n feel sad.but after some time,when u start to own,do u feel extremely good?
when u bball,u get steamboat n feel noob.but when u start to burn ppl,outrun ppl,do u feel proud of urself?
when u go out with frens to catch a movie etc,are u affected if that movie is lousy?or do u still enjoy v much cos of the company?
shldnt we be doing things or enjoying everything if not most of the things we do?
but why do i know find it a chore to do anything?
day by day,the never ending schoolwork,the exponentially increasing question marks in head,the brighter n brighter stars round my pea sized brain,the even steeper exponential increase of stress make mi more n more demoralised.confidence level getting lower n lower.no matter how many sleepless nights i undergo,the work nvr ends.n not to mention,i am super tired lar...a fren of mine cited in her blog,she needed like 30 hrs per day so as to get some personal time after a day's work.i guess if u give mi 48 now,i still cant do much.
xiong is rite.is not dun wan mug,is dunno where to start to mug.just by reading bits n bits everyday doesnt seem enuff at all.n read once,read twice,read thrice,u may still not understand or not being able to do the applications.
the non stop incoming readings,the bullet train speed in lectures,make mi extremely frustrated.
not to mention c++ LABS.just troubleshooting n debugging,i can sit in front of com until my chair is on fire.
i just need more freedom.everyday,reach hm almost 8pm.dinner,rest abit only.is abt 10pm le.
next day lessons at 9 or 10am.so tell mi,wat can i realli do?i dun even have time to do anything as sheduled.
the competition in sch doesnt even give mi a chance to take a deep breathe.
slept only 3 hrs,i was so tired this morn that i could hardly run to chase my bus,i could hardly open my eyes to read readings or watever,n i even need to force myself up to alight.
is it cos sch starts,that bball seems so far away?or do i realli got to mug n purely mug n do nothing but mug for the next 4 mths?i cant do it.it's madness for mi.
i miss all my frens,but i dun even have time to meet up with anyone.even msging same fren 100 times for lunch,this same fren will give mi a 200 replies of NO that includes dinner.LOL.everyone is super busy,that includes myself.
then again,if i cant stand this,how am i gonna face even more challenging obstacles?life's indeed a dilemma.
it's just the 4th wk of sch...n in 2 wks time,2 assignments are due...follow by mid terms.y do i keep having this feeling that exams are like tml?
this routine of life has kinda make mi quite sick n feeling low.i need a break.
o-m-o-i
Sunday, January 28, 2007 @1:18 AM
today went to chinese song writing competition to support weiliat n beetin.yes.
my frens are awesome!not only they can sing well,they can write lyrics,n they can even compose music!but...
isnt such competition on creativity n originality?then wat is it gonna do with commercialism?or is there any link or relationship?I guess the judges are probably using the wrong ideas or comments to judge the competition?yar...that's how i feel...
n the "rock"guy...pls,it's quite a catchy song,but pls dun "yeah yeah yeah" in some part of the songs?quite annoying actualli...plus it seems to mi u are destroying ur rock song with that.is rock,not pop.
n beetin,if u get to see this,u are funny lar...wear a pri sch kid dress.haha.kidding.but is realli quite a nice song...why do the judges say ur song is old-fashioned?their comments i tink quite nonsense.creativity n imagination are not categorized under that rite?dun give a damn to it actualli.yar,i know u wun too.anyway,is the attempt n effort that make us proud of u!yep.
n weiliat.dun mind abt the keyboard thing man.i know i am tone deaf,music fool,therefore in no position to judge.but we do see the effort u put in!it's not abt winning or losing thou i dunno u do care for it not.but probably is abt the competition spirit?anyway,this not the first time u join such things wat...so yar...see u in next yr competition lar...we will still be there shouting,GO WEILIAT!haha...
so yar,above do mention the comments are nonsense.quite unfair to judges,so i must clarify some views here.firstly,competition in this case is abt originality n creativity.how well they write n compose.so pls dun destroy the innocent hearts of these singers with ur cruel n practical reality views.they are not writing to sell their songs but rather,writing for themselves i believe.
for example,i love visual rock bands like sex machine guns n x japan.as far as i know,their songs nvr hit oricon chart top 5.but,x japan is so well known in japan or rather worldwide.HIDE,guitar of x japan even had a museum in japan.
so pls dun judge almost the whole competition commenting their songs can sell or not.that's not the issue here rite?
but afterall,i do enjoy their songs v much,althought the MVs suck to max...
hence jiayou u guys!u all are incredible!
I LOVE PEACE.
o-m-o-i
Friday, January 26, 2007 @8:28 PM
If u smell....lalalalala...the fresh air of the arrival of weekend...yar...u guys see this must be thinking i siao le.
nah.
it's not.
these 2 wks is rather hectic...
com down,fixing,troubleshooting,installing the softwares,drivers,n printer gave mi hell lot of problems.but now,finally is running smoothly le.all thanks to joseph.n i do learn alot lar...lol.
from privacy n security setting on net to even usb ports.lol.yar...not to mention i still got c++.sob.
the feeling today is like...
army days...bking out after a wk of 3days 2 nites in outfield...with less than 4 hrs of continuous sleep...(k,i do admit i sleep alot in m113,but still v tired lar.)still got the pre-outfield prep?post-outfield maintenance?ok.how tiring then u may ask.i can say is,u are so tired that tiny sparks will flare ppl up.(as it always goes tired man is an angry man.)n that v nite,we can concuss till the next evening.imagine then,upon bk out,the changing of the dirty,smelly,muddy,maybe even wet due to rain,swamps,rivers etc the green no.4 uniform to the civilian clothings.shiok is the word.imagine breathing the fresh air of the civilian world?back in camp,we breathe abit of petrol?abit of oil?(cos i am not driver.so abit nia.)chicken farms' shit sometimes?so yar...
the feeling now is relaxing.i finally can take a short short break!yay...
c++ is madness.REALLI.FULL-STOP.
material science(MLE) is the worst module.lecture + lecturer are dry n boring.i promise myself not to sleep in lectures...but i broke that in MLE lecture.imagine 1 hr lecture,i late 15mins,sleep 30mins,stone n chat abit for 10mins.yar...in e end,i listen only 5mins.oh gosh.k,now got webcast.perhaps,wun go so often le...is realli sleep inducing...somemore with the sleep virus mi n my frens carry...haha.n the MLE tutor?yar...he sucks.where got tutor dun give answer n dun explain?only general n i realli mean VERY GENERAL guide.eg,he wrote N = a,b,c (that is N is in terms of a,b,c)wat the hell.tink he realised we are very unhappy so he later added the correct expression.then he would keep saying n emphasizing answers are all posted online.i also know.but we came to hear the answers n the approach wat.if not we study at hm can le wat.so yar...BYE.i will swap tutorial cls MANUALLY.
n sch.
hmm...
yar pronounciations jokes.i know is v evil to laugh at ppl abt pronouncing especially mine sucks too.n not to mention my hanyupinyin sucks too.
but is realli quite funny.sharing session.
DUMB(damped) oscillation.oh my,when did osciallation have intelligence?
lol.
MLE lecturer too many...i dunno wat he pronouncing also.LOL.
i forget le lar...lol...attend lectures with mi lar to hear them.haha.
ok,n mine.latest.
butter ko song(croissant).tokking abt it,i must say sorry for my blurness lar...yar.sorry.
n today in cls got a break ice session.physics tutor asked us to intro ourselves n wat we like.when is this guy's turn,he stood up n said he is <...>(name not to be mentioned here.) n he continued,"i like to see girls."then he sat down.LOL.stunned,i burst out laughing.now i see him,also cant help laughing.not cos of that hobby is screwed or something lar...but is just plain funny lar...
n i started unintentionally cracking offensive jokes...oh no...
looks like i am still a rebel lar.haha.
o-m-o-i
Thursday, January 25, 2007 @12:19 AM
I am v happy lar!!!com is fixed.yay!!!
new media player,new ie.wat's more!
but but...
even dota now got echo...dunno is good or bad.lol.
maybe u will hear godlike,monster kill in a v power up way...then again,it may be cos u are feeding as usual.LOL.
waste so much time on repairing these 2 wks thou i do learn quite a bit here n there.
ok,n i realised i dun want 10 hrs of sleep.i want more than 12 hrs of sleep actualli.
tml shall start to try c++.think i have no end in complaining n grumbling abt c++.i need a tuition teacher for that lar.realli.
i want to take a break!bball maybe.time to exercise.unhealthy lifestyle now i feel.
o-m-o-i
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 @8:22 AM
I want holiday!!!dear wkend,
where r u?can fast fast come n slow slow go?
i want a 10 hrs of sleep,10 hrs of c++(hopefully),5hrs of dota,2hrs of stoning,2hrs of comic,2hrs of bball,12hrs of revision(hopefully again.),8hrs of mealtimes,5hrs of tv,5hrs of nap,24hrs of the others like msn,blog,watch youtube,watever watever besides repairing my com.
i want 48 hrs a day for the next 10 days to catch up with all my lag in shedule!
i want to eat hougang mixed veggie rice!
i want to eat steamboat soon!
but i want to be c++ proficient soon!
when it comes to c++,it's bluey everyday.
o-m-o-i
Monday, January 22, 2007 @8:32 PM
MONDAY BLUES.as i was going sch,going to the clementi bus interchange.guess wat.the bus queue was so long.that we were like queuing at the cross junction.yar,ppl hu takes 96 will know wat i am tokking abt.but the issue here is not this.issue is,i realise,we like to queue in indian file when there is no barricades or fences.c'mon,do u know if we were to carry queuing,we would realli form a HUMAN BLOCK across the road.pls pls,make a turn.not that hard rite?somemore early in e morn,weather hot,man tired.pls spare a thot for others.luckily bus 96 is v fast.be flexible.or do we need mr traffic police man or mr police man to tell us how to line up properly?.
then in sch.
consider this scenario.1001 differential eqns formulas,integrals,matrices,sets,vectors,different types of approach to handle different problems n that's only 70% of wat yet to be mentioned.ok,forget to tell u,u may not be that proficient in maths as well.yes,the feeling is stressed.u only see stars in lectures.no matter how attentive u are,the lecturer,like a bullet train speeding thru,with the assumption that u are good enuff already,seemed realli tokking greek language...at this pt of time,would u give up?or would u strive on?
yar.C++ gives mi this feeling.HOLY the SHIT.
is pure nightmare.not to mention it's just the 3rd wk.
if u still cant imagine how it feels...this is another analogy.imagine u are dotaing.
quite noob,unable to farm,n ppl spam spells on u,while u are running back n fro the fountain to heal,u realise,u are lvl 3 only when others are like lvl 7?nvm,u tell urself still got neutral to creep.but looking at the mini map,all the green spots are gone.n with one ror n a v f up short hp,at this pt of time...do u feel v helpless?yar.i wanna type whosyourdaddy for c++.
PLS let mi see LIGHT in it...
in tutorial cls.
yar.u may be smart.very smart.u may articulate urself in such a way that u forget totally wat is punctuations...but be careful.respect urself n others.arrogance will do u harm.dun forget this is not ur hometown.cos after all...if u are realli that good in ur country,u may already well be in some other places.u just have a chance to hold bks not guns.so show due respect to others.u mayhave already climbed over our tutor's shoulders.i cant be bothered by that,but ur attitude is irritating mi.dun make mi turn nasty esp after a nonstop lectures for 7 hrs,tired man like mi can get angry easily.
midnight angel rulez.(from a comic.)i guess probably,we teens,ok old teens.wat we realli look forward perhaps is just grps of good frens n buddies gathering at nite,playing,having fun,chit chatting,forgetting all the troubles we have or the stressful life we are leading.
quoted from a good fren of mine
tml will be a better day.
stay free my misery.
o-m-o-i
Sunday, January 21, 2007 @6:46 PM
com hang,net lag.n
just when i thot everything was fine after replacing my graphic card...
things cant get any worse.
com formatted.
motherboard was replaced.
n due to some stupidity.
all my photos gone.
OMG.
now,
things seem better...at least after all the repair n fixing.
looks like the end of my com,the gone of my photos are gonna be a new beginning for my this newly installed-parts with some old parts desktop.
it's v sian lar!
dear com,how do i live without u.
o-m-o-i
Friday, January 19, 2007 @12:37 AM
ignorant is realli a blessing.so yar,perhaps i am realli subconsciously contented with my stm pea-sized brain.
my dear com,stop pmsing or throw temper.pls dun hang as n when u like anymore,n PLEASE let mi dota,youtube,listen to songs or even start up or restart com in PEACE.
save my com.
o-m-o-i
Thursday, January 18, 2007 @8:34 PM
if..."if only..."wishes could come true,then "sorry" or regrets may probably wun exist in this world after all...-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
today went co-op,buy some stationery and textbk.
was choosing pens,n when i took one out from the shelf...to my horror,i saw this pen with no ink fill.only pen cover,or rather,the body only.no ink fill.nothing.some terrible person,a almost 99% our uni student,must have took the ink fill out to replace his own pen.OMG.
yar,there's no need for mi to attack him here personally.guess anyone in my situation will say the same thing.
i just wanna say...there's no sensor tag on the pen.so pls,if u want to take,dun do such foolish act can?the act of removing of ink fill from e pen,not only showed ur stupidity,but also showed how horrible a person u are.it's not an act of courage or bravery anyway.full stop.
rain.rain.rain.
reminds mi of
endless rain by x-japan.
o-m-o-i
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 @10:05 PM
Man's greatest invention.computer.wat will ur life be if...?there's no youtube to watch.no email,no e shopping,no surfing net,no msn,no google talk,no media player,no online manga,no online anime,no ivle,no forum,no sch email,no dota???
OMG.
i tink ur life will be in total chaos.
u will realli turn crazy.
when my graphic card spoilt,i nearly turn mad.n it's just a day.
Thanks,it's fixed now.luckily,i have hardware experts' frens.ok,i get free lessons on learning more abt hardware as a result.
however,do learn to cherish ur com!we cant live even a day without electronic gadgets probably now...lol.
ok,but at the same time,while u may be dotaing,you-tubing etc the whole day,with ur buttock glued to the chair,do remember to chat abit with ur frens online or so!you may cherish the com so much that u may forget to dine with ur family.but who knows?one day,u may realise,wat's so impt afterall is just so close to u.computer,is just an non-living example.living examples?they are just around u.so appreciate them more,cos,at the end of the day,computer cant share the joy with u.
have a nice day!good e bye
o-m-o-i
Saturday, January 13, 2007 @11:23 PM
i prefer to take photos now to before.not that i grow more handsome or wat.i am still e same,with the ugly n monstrous look.it's just that,photos do make ppl reminiscence abt the good old fond memories.yay.esp,with my stm,photos are impt!and it's been some time since i bball!
rain makes mi lazy,school makes mi busy for bball.n lipen!i miss bballing with mr lippy!so here,i gonna post the photos we took before he flew to UK.
yep,i miss my frens who are at overseas now.yep,rainy days make u miss many ppl.though i only uploaded photos with lip,the rest,i miss u too!good luck for exams which i tink most are coming soon!
so here are some photos.
steamboat!i love steamboat!thanks for the steamboat!it's incredible lar=)
these are all my great brothers,buddies,frens,watever!haha.
on e left,see the black black,not that fat now,v tall,xiao yuan?lol.he is BFG!big friendly giant.of course,not very xiao(as in small.)cos he is 194cm.even when he walked in front of mi,my views are totally blocked.lol.besides him,is mr ctwl!haha.our jue dui superstar lar!haa.next,our bdae boy,lipen!let's bball man!we all are rusty already.LOL.wj,our rich businessman who never treat us.must treat us wat!crystal jade!we like=)then,mr long.no need say.the guy with 31th excuses.he is a pro lar!everything also pro.next is GBT.she is a great fren lar.dun say much,wait i get big steamboat by the guy besides him.he is mr xiong!our bear bear!haha.we love him!he is our dota wikipedia!then is mi.nothing to say.then is our tu tu tyco jing!haha.a funny but v smart guy.oh yar,his back muscles can squeeze apple juice for u!
e big big grp photo.on the left are mostly scouts.just to mention,besides GBT,the quite fair one,yar likes to roar,rarrr.lol.a very nice person also.yoyoyo,sharon in e house!haha.
ok.e end.this post is dedicated to all my overseas frens!good luck.i miss u all.
o-m-o-i
Friday, January 12, 2007 @11:41 PM
i love sushi!i love sashimi!i love seafood!SUSHI ing!SASHIMI ing!seafood ING!
haha.
i want a seafood buffet consisting of chinese,western n japanese style!
but pls no sea cucumber.
rain rain go away,come again another day.
hmm,wait better not.come again some other day.
o-m-o-i
Thursday, January 11, 2007 @2:36 PM
i am v happy.these few days in chalet.yep.let's talk abt it.firstly,to protect the innocents n to avoid causing embarrassing moments for anyone,i may mention later,so let's only he/she only.no names will be written.2ndly,i have stm.hence,if some of the things not mentioned,i must admit i may have already forgotten.sorry but it's ok rite?cos,wat matters is we did have fun!.k,showtime.
all in random.
quite a few things i had nvr tried or rarely played in chalet were all played.haha.eg,water bombs,fire sparklers etc.
k,let's talk abt the bball court!haha,damn low lar,easy easy can slam dunk.haha.but but,most of the time i cant get the bball in.then again,is v cheap thrill lar.haha.play in e nite,with no lights on,no ppl complaining of the bouncing of bball was so good.last remembered i played in the night was with bear bear n others lar.but,ppl in the void deck will like shout,"ppl want to sleep lar!"
seeing ppl play mahjong the whole nite,like a gambler's den.k,fine,i daidee whole nite also,n discovered a king of shuffling.lol.see his face when lose makes mi laugh.see him try to throw big cards when my even bigger cards owned him like mad makes mi even more crazy.laughed non-stop until i almost cramped.lol.
playing mahjong from living rm to bedroom.lol.my frens are all full-time gamblers lar!haha.kidding.then i see them play until i fell asleep,cos of sch next day.(sorry,to inform u all before i sleep,that my noisy hp alarm clock,will play x-japan
n e wish of big breakfast for breakfast was granted was like damn joyful lar.woke up,went into living room,see that on e table,still got fren to serve u.thanks man.i couldnt finish it,cos no black pepper,plus i was late for sch then.quite stressed.lol.thanks again!.
oh yar!i forgot.the first night,dinner.ya!some blur blur ppl,put cooked food into FREEZER.lol.damn funny.k lar,we thot the food may spoil,but it turned out ok.all thanks to our 2 big chefs.they are realli queens of kitchen.quite guilty to see them clearing up the mess while we were like enjoying ourselves watching the peak.(drama on chn 8 with pretty faces.not to mention,our chefs wanna watch too.u all are appreciated!thanks!)
hmm...when it comes to alcoholic drinks.dun worry,i can drink,n i will control myself too so as not to get drunk in public.so dun worry,n keep asking,hmm,2 cans already,u can anot?PLS...lol,
i am not like some,hu will be in this following state."(looking v tired+sleepy+drunk state,n still holding a bottle of vodka drinking it,n said,wah,i am tired lar...)lol.(PS:yar yar,drink FOR F***! FOR F***!)ahaahaha..as i promised to scold less vulgarities,yar,all are censored here.lol.
my ben n jerry's request turned out to be ben n jeremy.i want the dunno wat+mango flavour!
k,the guys are v funny in starting fire too!BBQ,with no one noes how to start fire.lol.i am a green horn too!lol.n when it comes to wind is blowing from the left,pls stand on the left to block the wind,not right?lol.and and,kerosene will cause BIG FIRE,not BBQ.bbq used heat,not fire to cook food.LOL.however,the food came out quite delicious lar,ok,with some overly cooked n some raw in here n there.come,stingray?here,sotong for u,come take.biscuit otah!haha.prawns!i love prawns.
super super big cake for the birthday girl,n of course,not to forget all the preparation work+all the effort put in.touchin is e word perhaps.
a surprised vistor from returning from japan?was quite happy to see her!haha.HACHI!
holding a skewer with right hand,holding it up high,i was like,u pointing wat?nah,just imagining to be statue of liberty.OMG.damn funny.i have no imagination n creativiity at that moment to tink of it at all.lol.
waterbombs!haha.superbly fun n exciting lar.k,complain abt the neighbour first.yar,apologies for us being inconsiderate for throwing near ur chalet.BUT,we did it UNintentionally,n we did stop running towards ur area immediately then.for the comfort of u too.y still complain?was almost midnight i know,but e night is still young!if u wanna do ur work,tink quietly for ur some projects or assignments,hmm,library is a better place.u tink face sea will have more ideas?LOL.it's nightime,u cant see sea cos is dark,n the best is,u are facing fences surrounded for construction.library library,not chalet,remember pls.k enough.
come back to waterbomb damn fun!throwing here n there,filling up even the boxes in the end to wet everyone.hahaha.wanna wet mi?LOL.i clothesline one guy down,dragged him.n immediately,he not only wet,he became dirty!haha.idea of the game is to get wet n dirty anyway.v v fun n quite violent lar.haha.yar,reminded mi of the time in ns,i grabbed n pinned my opponent down on the floor during a games event.then my fren besides mi was like,busily n violently rubbing his shirt with mud.LOL.the guy was pain max.but we felt hmm i tink higher than high lar.haha.
the 3-day non-stop mahjong face.realli looked incredibly tired.
the various moods of rain.interesting reasonings i must admit.
n yes!i do get to cycle too!haha.yar,just around e chalet lar.but i still have fun for that!
n fire sparklers!haha.love it man.we played not 1 stick,2 stick or 3.we played like 100+++?i dunno lar.lol.alot man.we had too many excess.lazy to bring hm,we played that on the road after we left the chalet on the last day.yar,that's this morning.haha.
ultimate fun.when it is 10+,20+,30+ instead of 1,2 or 3, sparkles tured into n fire.big fire.ahahaa...we smoked out the whole road as if the chalet was on fire.n i realli mean smoke out.v foggy lar!haha.super fun.
did i miss out anything?i hope not.
despite the ulu place,(quite far in lor)+plus the stingy air-con usage,the only regret was probably we din take enuff photos?or rather,did we take photos?
ok,to end,if u were to ask,how i feel abt the 3 days 2 nights.hmm...i guess u can feel how high n happy i am from the details above rite?yep,such feelings are v hard to express or describe.it can only be felt.
o-m-o-i
Monday, January 8, 2007 @8:38 PM
I saw this from somewhere."if u think this is best,then so be it."
indeed.
dun mind when others say u are rebellious,ap,pig,or watever nonsense.
jolly well,reply,"i may be watever u said,SO WAT?"
right?we shld be confident of ourselves.
o-m-o-i
Saturday, January 6, 2007 @9:03 PM
When pranks turn into acts of concern,When quarrels turn into sweet talks,
When nagging turns into caring words,
the world may stop spinning for a split second,
for us to capture the image,n remember the moment of joy for a very long time.
o-m-o-i
@2:17 AM
when nothing turns into something,when rock changes into gold,
when impossible becomes possible...
the world will still spin as per normal.
no one will wait for u,n u will wait for no one too.
cos all of us are together,side by side,moving on as one.
piang.
sounds like i writing some political themes to win the hearts n minds of ppl.
hallucination,yet again.
NANA2.may cathay or watever show this film soon.cos NANA's songs give us strength n power!
o-m-o-i
Wednesday, January 3, 2007 @7:38 PM
one day as i was walking down the streets,i past by a cybercafe and saw this cat.it was wearing a green lime(cut on of course)like a helmet on its head.it was licking its paw,using another paw to press on the keyboard.that's wat it typed."TML IS ALWAYS A BETTER DAY."
then after that,it meowed,rolled eyes,jumped down from the chair n walked away.
i was like.stunned.
however,that realli amazed mi.i realli like that phrase alot,anyway.
indeed.
so,this entry,let us see things in a different point of views.
when u are thirsty,a half-filled cup never seems full,but when u are not,a half-fulled cap nvr seems empty.
however,isnt e cup contains e same amount of water?so is just different angles of viewing things.realli,sometimes,wat seems meaningless,may not be afterall.
wat seems shallow,may already be deep enough,just that we are the one that assume it's trivial.n of course,wat anger u most,may actualli turn out to be joyful as well.
if u have one choice,would u choose to be happy or frustrated?
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if u are waiting for a fren who is late,dun mind,they are probably late,and not cos they fly u aeroplane.just be patient=)
if u organise a 5 v 5 bball match outing,n only 2 turn up.dun angry,cos,u can always play with public.worse senario,u still can 1 on 1 ur fren!there's fun in that too!it's just how u do it n see it.
if u are studying,n feel overly stressed,things cant get into ur head.dun mind.just simply tell urself,u are doing fine already,cos others may be even worst.
if u are feeling inferior,dun mind,be confident n may check this www.
if u are disturbed by the fact why ppl ard u are smarter,dun mind,cos u are genius in ur very own way,n ur frens like wat u are now n appreciate that too!
if u are disturbed by the fact why u are smarter then the rest,hmm,then i tink it's time u need to help ur frens to turn smarter!
if u are undergoing depression,dun mind,think abt the happy stuff around u,n u will get better.there's no unsolvable problems.ok,to some extent.
if u tink u are in born a pessimistic person,hmm,try harder.the sun is always shining.so,u wun get lost in finding ur direction.of wat?of course,of looking on e BRIGHT side lar.obviously.
ok.
so in e end.let's just say this.
if u are feeling unhappy when u by chance read this entry.dun worry also.cos,unhappiness is there for u to discover happiness.it may be easier to say then to be done.but,it's not v hard to forget unhappiness.
one solution.sleep n wake up.the next day will definitely look better than today.
n troubles will just be gone with e wind.there's even rainbow after rain.
cheer up!
words from my all time fav idol.hideto matsumoto.
stay free my misery.
not forgetting,
thank you,green limed head cat.
o-m-o-i
@7:01 PM
this entry is dedicated for mr xiong,mr gary,mr long,mr chaiwei n others who play with mi.y dota?with no order or priorities.
1.kills ur time in a fun way esp during hols.yar,each game takes at abt an hr or more.so yar.
2.trains teamwork.dun believe?in bball,xiong can win just by 1 on 3.in dota,my dear pro xiong suffers n gets owned all cos of noobs like mi.pain for him.so teamwork is impt.be it life or dota.
3.gets more time with frens from all areas.needless to explain.there's something called lancraft or hamachi.k,bnet too.
4.u will be able to learn various excuses to reject a person's date,outing,gathering,or even dota.do refer to Mr long's 31 excuses on how to reject Huihuang's requesting of cycling or dota.
5.insomia?try dota?it's 24/7.consider the energy spent on trying to deny,trying to farm,u will get wear out easily.at least for noobs like mi.but,hero seige may be a better choice,cos is rather comparatively boring.LOL.
6.self-satisfaction.hmm...if i were xiong,i will be v happy to have a radiance at lvl 13?or even a eye of skadi by lvl 12?hence,it would be rather an achievement to have that,esp when one like mi,may even get pawned before even hitting 2000+ bucks.
7.stress?try 6.12ai.yar i know now is 6.39 already.u may get v a morale booster out of it,maybe 6.38ai against normal also can.
8.killing spree.it may vent some of ur frustration out.of course,the feel is hard to pen down,esp when u are holyshit,godlike mode.k,again,pros may have that so often that they are quite numb already.
9.finger training.it's definitely not an easy task to block creeps,farm or deny.
10.if u want to find a hobby,that may not spend too much money,on equipment,on expenses,try dota.
have fun in e game.dun be leavers.may everyone get godlike/holyshit always.
ok.end.
o-m-o-i
Monday, January 1, 2007 @5:10 PM
just now watched a show.hmm...
quite a inspiring show.
so as a start of a new yr,let's hope for some balance?some stability?be it politically,be it in our economy,or anything n everything.
yep.
hence,
for the smart ppl out there,hope that not many can outwit u all,however at the same time,do continue to be smarter n humble...
for the not v smart ppl,dun worry,n dun mind abt that either.
cos ignorant is a blessing.it realli is.so,just let nature run its own course.hu knows rite?cos i believe,u guys out there are genius in ur very own way.
for the considerate and helpful ppl out there,do carry on to be so,but dun overdo to the extent to indirectly allow ppl to depend on u so much k?cos everyone gotta learn to be independent.when everyone is happy,u will get happy too!or vice versa.it's as natural as how the laws of science come abt.
for the less considerate,abit or very selfish ppl out there...hmm,maybe it's time for u to change ur attitude.yar,it's not v happy or a great thing to be happy alone.e only real happiness is when u got ppl to share that joy with!
in other words,
do look forward or desire for more things but at the same time,do be contented with the present state too!dun let greed overwhelm u!
work hard n u will make ur own beautiful day!reap wat u sow,as that's laws of conservation.
may all wishes of everyone come true.
this photo was taken a few yrs back.
things may change.surroundings,enviroment,u or mi or everything.
but when u need mi,i'll be there to brave the ups n downs with u all.
o-m-o-i