Monday, March 26, 2007 @1:13 AM
i need to chant 10000000 times "i am a pro".carry my c++ textbk to sleep,treat it like a pillow perhaps.
burn it like a tailsman and drink.
or watever.
very depressing and demoralising when it comes to programming.
and my pract exam is only this coming sat.
my head feels like exploding now.
o-m-o-i
Saturday, March 24, 2007 @10:42 PM
Bean.a realli v simple movie.like i'm a cyborg but that's ok.
lighthearted.
not as funny as those dramas of his u watched on tv.not that lame also.lol
but still quite funny.Bean doing dancing.Bean eating and so on.Had a good laugh inside the cinema also.
the theme song is nice too.
o-m-o-i
Friday, March 23, 2007 @7:47 PM
Have u ever wondered why ppl type T.T when they wanna tell u they feel like crying?i know y.cos i am facing that now.too many T's PROBLEMS already.
Troubled.
Tension.
Transformation.
TAF club.(edited)
troubled.i dunno wat troubles i am facing.troubled over too many movies to watch but no time to watch cos exams.troubled over too many dramas to watch but no time to watch cos exams yet again.troubled over exams coming but i feel so insecured.troubled over i missing most of my frens but no time to meet most anyway,cos exams yet yet again.troubled over y my frens troubled,hoping they can overcome them soon.troubled over i also dunno wat i am troubling abt actualli.i feel a v huge stone in my heart and my brain seems like bursting/exploding.tink programming inflicted too much insanity into mi.and i can feel i may breakdown anytime...maybe.
then again i always try to destress...but the loads seem to be increasing before i can even catch a breathe...
tension.needless to say,is the tough competition in sch.stress build up everyday.PE esp.so many shitty modules.i began to wonder...r we realli studying to apply that all in future work,or r we studying for the sake of memorizing?cos i dun seem to remember anything after all...ok,all i can blame is my poor memory.time is quite packed.i left maybe less than 4 wks only.
transformation.yar,quite abstract rite?transformation in matrices makes mi giddy already.n transformation in programming,from normal ARRAY to hash-table makes mi all time see stars mode.CONFUSING.depressing and demoralising.
TAF club.chan leng is rite when we were eating steamboat that day.looking at my own rounded tummy,i tink i need to go TAF club very soon.need go running maybe.or else,i will be a santa claus in no time...anyone wanna join mi in turf club?sigh...tinking abt pull ups.i am even more sad.last time from at least 12,to now struggling to pull 7,makes mi all time low morale.
to myself,go go jiayou!
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regarding the steamboat,i see ahkong posted so many photos i also lazy post le.LOL.wanna see just click his link and see.haha.that day was very fun.ate hell lot.
and u gotta believe in beginner's luck man.
i actualli got a turkey when i bowled with them.and it's like yrs since i last bowled.and i laughed hell lot at wenbin and chanleng.u guys,i dun mean any scarcasm ok?no hard feelings ok?my apologies if u feel so.i only wanna have fun with u guys,and hope u all din get bored while bowling,that's all!
o-m-o-i
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @1:45 AM
if drinking warm milk before bedtime can treat insomnia,then perhaps laughing can relieve stress as well.
i laugh like a mad man,laugh until i cry i also laugh,laugh until stomach pain also laugh...
it relieves stress besides cutting hair as one alternative.
haha.had a fun day today.
wait till ahkong sent photos then blog bah.thanks ahkong!
o-m-o-i
Monday, March 19, 2007 @8:54 PM
What's Wrong With Us?today damn funny.
yk slept in lecture so much that i told him this.
"eh yuankai y u so tired?tired still so early come sch.so early come sch to attend lecture still sleep.be let mi lar,9am lecture skipped then come at 10.30am for the 10am lecture so that u can be very attentive then after?haha."
he speechless upon listening.note,i dun wanna skip also,i simply cant wake up.
think i need alvin give mi morning call when he maple until 6am.LOL.
or anyone,who is not sleeping then or just wake up.MONDAY n TUESDAY esp.thanks.
haha.
then when come to programming lecture...
2pm to 4pm.
i ate my breakfast at 11am in MLE lecture.
then i ate my lunch during this lecture.
i din noe buy mixed veggie from olive cove got give soup.
so when i was happily eating in the theatre,i guessed i probably made everyone around mi very hungry.imagine the pleasant smell of food...my favourite otak,still got egg,sardine...n the chilli...haha...
then i finished my mixed veggie i wanna drink the soup.i placed the soup on my table,i can hear"oh my god" from behind my seat already.lol.too hot u see,can u imagine,sipping then got the sound cos is very hot?haha...i drank 2 sips then i dun wanna drink le.cos quite embarrassed.haha.
then...
i concussed at 3pm n slept till 3.45pm.woke up leg cramp.but i am ready to get off from sch!at 4pm,we saw this guy at the top end of the lecture theatre.he was sleeping so soundly,lying flat on the table of the chair that i tink he might even have drooled!!!everyone left the theatre shortly but he was still sleeping.i went out ,returned a couple of times still see him there concussing.think the lecture too easy for him.simply no kick.haha.either that,he having sweet dream sia.hahaa...
then we took lift from level 1 to level 7.top level already.the lift packed and i said"excuse mi,i wanna go out."i came out of the lift with my frens and i asked my frens,"y at top floor liao,they still dun wanna come out of the lift?"LOL.the guys inside the lift looked at mi,blur blur then realised that.LOL MAX.
Life's too stressed.SO stressed that when sleeping in lecture,they forget to wake up.Take lift also can forget to come out.LOL.I laugh so madly that my frens said the too stressed guy is mi. after all.LOL.
o-m-o-i
Saturday, March 17, 2007 @2:58 PM
Yesterday had a great day bball + stingray + ah peks' style drinking in kopitiam with xiong and weiliat.weiliat coincidentally ran into his section mate of army.he told us a story abt this guy,aka 2 soap box.that very afternoon,i was chatting with another fren,listening to some similar stories too.
Masquerade!Paper faces on parade . . .Masquerade!Hide your face,so the world will never find you!...
yar,i wonder y do some maybe that include myself too,behave so differently when we were in army and in civilian world?(i hope i am not though.)
y do we become so so so selfish in order to duck arrows that were shot at us?and y when there is no such case anymore,u behave like u are helpful and kind?
i am not referring to anyone in particular,cos some may find mi that anyway,who knows?
but i'm just glad that,my army buddies/brothers/frens are not.
when we slacked,we slacked together.when we chiong we chiong together.even though,we rarely meet up now,cos they need to work,but i am sure to say,when we meet again,we are always ready to say thru thick and thin proudly.we have 1 million and 1 different scenes and memories in army that we all share in common.australia,india,or even local.times in forest,or even in bunk.
eating superdog(fshld be this name for the sandwich i tink) in australia,or the prata thing in india,or even,canned food or mee anywhere.
photos will say more than a thousand words i suppose.
taken during our ORD dinner.
taken during kelvin's bdae.
so u guys,if u are wondering wat's ns life is,it's just a place whereby if u are willing to remove ur paper mask and face everyone like u do in civilian world and brave the ups and downs with them,then after,all will be great brothers together.or u wanna put on ur paper mask and try to push things around so that u can slack alone...with no sharing of joy and happiness with others.and ended up achieving nothing or experience nothing and get no gain from it anyway.
if u have a choice,which would u choose?
and perhaps,if u are in ns,and wondering y bother to waste time there,that's probably u haven found a life in it...
open up ur mind and u will probably see things differently.this applies when u are in civilian world too...
cos if u were willing to lend a helping hand,one day or another when u need help,u will find that many are already ready to lend u theirs.
Masquerade!Paper faces on parade . . .Masquerade!Hide your face,so the world will never find you!...
have a nice day.
o-m-o-i
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @8:49 PM
picture with our dearest AH KONG days ago in KFC.taken by shimin,with yiwan n gavin away from the camera.LOL.
haha.
yes,he sent mi hm.LOL.
although he hates mi,cos he rather toks to cats than to mi,cos watever i ask him,he will only "NOOOOO" all e way,cos whenever i ask him treat mi ben's n jerry's ice cream,he will also "NOOOOOO" all the way,but still he is a nice guy lar.
thanks anyway.haha.and,do sleep.sleep more,n tok less to ur god-siblings.LOL.kidding.cos u look rather restless that day.stay lively.
picture with our SUPERSTAR of KBOX/TEO HENG during our very boring lecture with his new laptop.
yes,that's weiliat.
he keeps asking mi not to go that lecture.reason?
yes,i do everything and anything in the lecture except listening to the lecturer.haha.most of the time that is.watever.
let's bball.haha.
stingray!stingray!stingray!
sigh.i miss chomp chomp.
popeye chicken craving yesterday and gary said i am mad for i went all the way to airport alone just to eat that.
yes,i am that crazy.i can go hougang just to eat mixed veggie rice then go hm.xiong knows that.haha.
dunno wat's wrong.cos i wonder,y do i call my fren,my fren will always be having lessonssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.........................
esp the v same PARTICULAR LESSONSSSSSSS somemore.
NONSENSE.sigh.
2 more wks to programming lab exam,aka pe.
who says pe is meant for humans anyway?
agree,xiong?haha.
o-m-o-i
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @1:36 AM
Power of Self-decieving.yaocong told mi,if i were to say "i am a pro"everyday,i will one day somehow realli turn into one.
so i have decided,i shld keep saying like 100 times,"i am a pro" everyday.and to let this transformation process of becoming a pro speed up,i tink i shld say 1000 times a day.
I AM A PRO.LOL.
so if u guys wanna be wat wat wat,just keep chanting it for like at least 100 times a day?ur wish may be granted somehow.haha.
and oh my god,
ah kong sent mi home today.LOL.
o-m-o-i
Sunday, March 11, 2007 @7:17 PM
I'm a cyborg But that's ok.A very simple to the max story.Girl thinks she is cyborg,Guy with the stealing magical power,removes her sympathy emotion and as a result,sympathizes with her,ends up falling in love with her,and convinces her that cyborg can actualli eat rice without damaging the body.(made of machine).
the end.
LOL.
yar.
so simple.
we were like huh?end liao???
i guess,in the world of ayslum,nothing can be explained by logic.
i mean who will realli draw a door on ur back with marker in pretence of cutting in to fix ur spare parts?who will actualli refuse to eat and thot that light bulbs can understand u with ur denture on?or who will actualli put on that helmet?or cut that rabbit hair of rain's?ok,maybe i will,some day.lol.
but i do like this movie.light hearted and a funny movie.i did fall asleep for a small part,luckily i did not miss that part where rain was singing the yodeling song.it is damn damn damn nice.will nvr get sick of it.lol.so so so nice!!!
so wat's actualli the meaning of life her mouse ah ma keep saying half way and get away?
perhaps is eating rice and not damagin the body?perhaps is we can nvr realli take away our 7 sins of emotions of cyborgs?or izzit doing things without seeking consent and accepting the illogical reasons of ur very own logic?(yar,the guy from start till end nvr tellthe girl that she is not a cyborg but rather a perfect human.He accepted and convinced her to eat by giving up his spherical photoframe and "transformed" it into a rice to energy convertor and "inserted"that into her body.)or maybe,at the very least,there will be a life time warranty of a technician beside u if u tink any part of ur engine is spoilt.he will he there to repair for u.
yar,basically a not bad show,kind of inspiring i tink.or perhaps i am just a fan of rain.LOL.
o-m-o-i
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @12:46 AM
Chalet.sihui's bdae chalet was fun.all thanks to alvin's cant face door,window,mirror etc,i managed to grab a nicer bed than chairs to sleep.haha.he even offered mi one blanket.haha.
ah kong hates mi.i asked him buy beer,he bought so many.asked him tok to mi,he preferred to tok to cats.-.-"
bbq,i tink next time order delivery,KFC,mac,pizzas better or foodcourt also not bad...i see so much food wasted also felt quite sad/pain...can see the effort put in the chicken wings but the charcoal not hot enuff to bbq them...but but sambal stingray and sambal sotong were incredible!!!next time go chomp chomp!i missed that place quite abit.the next to chomp chomp got nice char kuay tiao and hokkien mee also nice.stingray is my all time favourite i tink.and the large large cup of sugarcane.
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When Law of Conservation does not obey Law of nature anymore......
Rocky Balboa said,"It's no longer a matter of how hard u hit,but rather,how hard u can get hit."
Indeed.
U may put in lotsa of effort in the hope to get some desired results,but sometimes,things just dun go in ur way.I'm learning too,at least,I'm learning to face setbacks bravely...I hope so.
It's realli a nice movie.Inspirational though he tok alot.At least he din win in e end,if u are expecting that.Yes,he lost,thou he din get knock out.However,to mi,he had won already,considering his age then...and all other contributing factor.Rocky Balboa,is indeed a legend.A legend to remind us to face challenge with pride...
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Lucky seven.
so many yrs of pool,i finally get the black ball in with the opening break cue.YEAH!and weiliat stunned...
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Bball.
We Lost Touch.
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我要穿真樹京介的特攻服...
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o-m-o-i
Saturday, March 3, 2007 @7:37 PM
my mid term is finally over.yay!!!at last can take a short break...traumatised is the one and only word for programming.the worst is yet to come man!haha...
last nite was in fren's hall...
actualli living in hall can be very fun too!!!lotsa of group activities n lotsa of fun...not sure whether will mug anot but at least,there's no more rushing for sch...and there's a ever ready supper waiting for u!!!haha...
was reading my fren's newly made blog recently...her posts were so so so emo that i started to wonder...life is realli not made simple.easy to say u wanna lead a simple life...easy to say,c'mon let's forget all the troubles or drink to our sorrows or wat...but it's realli difficult to have such simplicity.
u can nvr solve troubles by drinking.drinking can only make u drunk,nothing else.
u can nvr forget ur troubles.forget will only make u seem irresponsible?
and of course,u probably wun be getting all the freedom u want.more freedom will make u look more rebellious.
so wat's realli going thru in us man?wat do we realli yearn for?wat do we realli want?wat do we realli looking out for?
i realli dunno wat i am tokking here.but everyone,we can always brave the ups and downs together.so let's not forget abt troubles,instead we can all try to solve them with the most suitable solutions.so let's not drink too much to get drunk.instead drink to get high with frens is enuff.so let's not wish for much freedom,cos i am already rebellious enuff.yar,so go go jia you!
i have a bunch of frens.they love singing songs.and I?nah...i cant sing.weiliat knows best.i can only regurgitate out the lyrics like poems like that...LOL.so wat can i do?yar.I can tok cock.
so we can always sing song tok cock together!yay=)
ROCKY BALBOA anyone?
o-m-o-i
Friday, March 2, 2007 @5:45 AM
Believe it or not,it is easy to make things complicated,
but it is difficult to make things simple.
o-m-o-i