Friday, June 8, 2007 @10:46 AM

orange days.warmth and happiness.

when everyone is so near to one another,y do we need to communicate by seeing one another's blogs to get an update of ppl's lives?y do we need that to tell u him her others whoever that i am still here living happily ever after like in any other's fairy tale?when probably i am not?and when u can probably call/sms/msn/email mi to show some care and concern?

why are u still reading this piece of nonsense i am writing here,when u probably also know i delete everything,rewrite a couple of times before i publish this?so much of editing that from a filled with feelings post becomes a lame post to even a crap post?y?or do u realli maybe can understand wat i am trying to convey?when there may not be any hidden feelings at all?

can anyone tell mi?
i also dunno.i am sure many others also have done those editing before publishing just in case the entries become offensive or blunt.ppl like me with nasty words,shoot ppl down with deadly arrows also may be unaware.so better to be safe than sorry.i too,read ppls' blogs daily,keeping update of ppls' lives.maybe,one day,if i were to lose any parts of my memories,then u guys probably can tell mi,"nah huihuang.this piece of lame shit is written by u."

i probably will reply,"oh really?it's indeed crap shit."

o-m-o-i