Wednesday, February 7, 2007 @11:06 PM
This is to my SMART but CANT teach LECTURERS.or maybe,u will argue i am not attentive enough.it's ok.either way,i am just a bad student,n u?not a good lecturer either.u are speeding thru ur lectures.while my pea-sized brain trying v hard to digest wat u said in part a of the lessons,u are already at part c.n finally when i can understand wat u said at part c,u already ended the whole lecture.n best is,u still said we are behind shedule.SO TELL MI HOW FAST U WANT MI TO LEARN?
if i were a genius,i wont be here already.i probably be in MIT,HAVARD or CAMBRIDGE.
SPARE A THOUGHT FOR MI PLS.
U KNOW HOW MUCH STRESS WE UNDERGO EACH DAY?
it's ok u say i am stupid.i am anyway.but i am definitely not lazy.
i am those kind that need spoon feed,but that doesnt mean i got no ideas of my own.it's just that i dunno how to write them into codes.so dun tell mi to try.i also know must try.i dunno where to start,how to start,how the fuck to try.try ur fucking head lar.FULL-STOP.
dunno why some ppl got the cheek to say thanks for ur encouragement n so on.
day by day,i am getting more n more demoralised.got encouragement?i guess only that whoever email the lecturer see it.
i'm sorry but to mi,u guys are smart but u all realli cant teach.
I dun even have time to play dota.
Not to mention BBALL...it's so long since i played.i tink my rusty skills become even more rusty.No time watch tv,no time youtube.no time sleep,no time dota.no time communicate,chat,no time do shopping,even for cny clothings.n still,we need even more time,more than 24hrs a day to do programming.
God save the Queen.
as e saying goes,mud buddha cant save himself when he is crossing the river.
Who can save mi?this stress is driving mi nuts.
o-m-o-i